Welcome to the Akashic musings podcast. My name is Laura Mazzotta and I will be your guide during the sacred experience. I'm an Akashic healer and teacher, and I've also been a therapist for almost 20 years. This podcast is your go to opportunity for all things healing, inspiration and Empowerment. I will be sharing potent wisdom from divine intelligence in the space of the Akashic Records. For more understanding of what the Akashic Records are, I encourage you to listen to episode one, or head over to my website at www.theakashictherapist.com. I'm so grateful to have you here, receiving the powerful energetic shifts that radiate through these messages. Just by listening in you're doing your part to raise the vibration of the planet, and fully realize our natural state of wellness and vitality. Without further ado, here's today's episode. Welcome back to another episode of The Akash musings Podcast. Today, we're going to be talking about competence. I'm going to be channeling some downloads, from the Akashic Records around confidence. This has been coming up a lot lately, and for any of you who know me and have been following my work for a decent amount of time, you know that confidence is one of the biggest things that I talk about. And it's something that it's one of the top results that people get from working with me is feeling much, much more confident, clear boundaries, so much more empowered, and self loving. And it all goes together. And a lot of the self love and healing work that we do really builds a foundation for confidence to naturally just grow from there. But what's interesting is that lately, I've been thinking about who gives a shit about confidence, like, is confidence, just all a bunch of bullshit? I think that it is, I really think confidence is bullshit. Because when you think about it, confidence is really an egoic concept. So when we focus on confidence, we're really just deferring to our ego. And we're trying to build our ego to a point where we believe in ourselves enough, we feel enough egoic strength to be able to do that thing or say that thing that we've been waiting to say. Or that honestly, we might not even know we need to say we just want to feel better, we want to feel stronger. So that doesn't come from confidence. That's the wild part. I mean, it can. But that's only a temporary solution that's not sustainable. That's not something that's going to bolster us throughout our entire lives and lives beyond.
It's a cat and mouse game of stroking the ego, making it feel better. And you feel like a kick ass human for a short period of time, and then you crash on your face again. And then you got to build your ego back up to feel confident again. And yes, this is part of the self development process. And it's something that we all go through. Because the fact is, we're all human, let's be real. So, we are going to go up and down we're going to waver with our confidence in less, we are firmly tapped into our divine essence and less, we are fully and deeply surrendered to exactly what source desires to express through us. This life is not about us at all. This life is about expressing God's mission to ourselves to other people around us in a way that assists with the expansion of everyone. We are entirely here for service to each other and to ourselves. But not necessarily to our egos to building ourselves up to feel like rock stars is if that's what source wants for you. Awesome, then you're going to find that that's more natural for you. You're going to have multiple opportunities that present in your field that allow your confidence to continue to expand. And part of that comes from you too. But not you forcing confidence to happen. You receiving what lands in your field, learning from it, integrating it, internalizing it, and receiving it as an invitation to have a greater awareness of who you are and how you operate. So it's really you just responding to sources nudge to step into another level of who you are, it's not this intentional, I'm going to go expand my confidence today by doing X, Y, and Z. Now, on a human level, especially if you're not feeling motivated, or you're feeling a lot of resistance, and don't have a lot of support to step into a higher level of who you are, you can start with some egoic steps, some human steps, just to get enough momentum going for you to open your awareness and see what source is dropping into your lap. But ultimately, this is about trust, it's about trusting that, of course, your confidence is going to expand, all you have to do is set the intention, all you have to do is set the intention to be the highest version of who you are not, I want to be confident so that my ego is happy and shuts up for a little while. But I desire to be the highest version of myself. And not only do I desire that, but I don't just desire it for my own gain. I desire it because yes, I want to feel good. But why do I want to feel good? What is your why behind that? I want to feel good, because I want to have enough fucking energy to be able to heal the masses or really guide them to heal themselves. I want to feel confident, because I want to be too much. I want to speak the things out loud that most people keep inside their fucking heads. And they're so ashamed of or so embarrassed about that they won't talk about it. Meanwhile, all of us have these thoughts. All of us have these ups and downs and these moods and these shifts within us that yes, they scare the living fuck out of us. But they're also massively liberating when you don't make them wrong. It's what we make these things mean, that's important. And the eagle makes things mean so much. And if you just receive from source and you allow yourself to flow with whatever experiences come to you, even if you feel like, oh, that's wrong, or that's taboo, or that doesn't fit into my life, or that's not who I thought I was, flow with it, observe it, see where it goes, allow the energy to move. When you do that, you're going to notice that your competence naturally increases, because you're trusting source to guide you to exactly where you're meant to go. You're surrendering to what shows up in your field. Because you know that there's always something that's going to be delivered to you from the universe. There are infinite opportunities for you to receive from the universe, you just need to open to that. So the next time that you get down and out about your confidence, or you're kicking yourself, or you're racking your brain to figure out how to become more confident, I want you to do one of two things or both of these things. One,
sit down and talk to God. You can pray, you can meditate, you can write, just allow automatic writing, close your eyes, take a deep breath, connect to source call and higher intelligence, just start to write doesn't have to make any sense. Just let it flow, you're allowing flow you're opening yourself to flow. And or expand your awareness. You're already automatically doing that when you're connecting to Gods kind of kills two birds with one stone. But you can also start super simply and Superhuman by just connecting with your five senses. What are five things around you that you can see what are five things you can taste, what are five things you can touch, and then allow yourself to expand that like not just right there in your immediate environment, but then maybe beyond the walls or the windows of where you're sitting. And then beyond that, and just start to expand your awareness that way. I also have a meditation for expanding awareness on my website. So I'll leave the link here in the show notes in case that's something that interests you. But expanding our awareness allows us to receive more and allows us to notice what is being dropped into our fields that we don't miss it because we're focused so narrowly on becoming confident. And we have this definition of what that looks like and what that means and how that feels. And so we're so fixated on that, that we then miss the what's the more powerful components that are being dropped into our field. So that's my suggestion for today. I hope you enjoyed this episode. Please take a screenshot share to your story tag me at emerge healing & wellness. I'll share back I'll send you all the love. Let's get this information out into the world even more widely so that people can love them. This helps more so that people can naturally feel the level of competence, joy, expansion, freedom, intimacy, connection, all the things that they are naturally meant to feel in this lifetime. Defer to God. defer to the divine plan, it's always on point. It will always take you where you need to go, you are so well taken care of. You are so safe, you are so deserving. And it's time for you if you're listening to this to deepen that just a little bit more. Because there's so much magic out there waiting for you, I promise you. And when you open to it, you're going to be mind blown and bowled over by how much love and brilliance is waiting to embrace you and light you up from the inside out. Thank you so much for joining me and I'll see you next week for another episode of the Akashic musings podcast.
Thank you for joining me for this episode of the Akashic musings Podcast. I'm so grateful you're taking the time to integrate healing at the deepest level. If you loved this episode, connect with me on Instagram at emerge healing & wellness or contact me through my website at www.theakashictherapist.com I'll see you next week on the next episode of the Akashic musings podcast. Bye for now and have a wonderful week.