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Laura 0:40
and I'm Laura mazzotta, an Akashic therapist. Sit back, relax and receive as new insights enter your awareness during these illuminating conversations. Welcome to Episode 13 of divinely grounded. We're going to be talking about this over analysis that can happen on the spiritual path, where people make everything a fucking portal, and the day that, like, you have to harness the energy, or else you're going to die. And you know. So let's talk about this. Okay, so this
Jenna 1:19
Wait… where people make everything a fucking portal.
Laura 1:22
They make everything a fucking portal, like, everything's a fucking portal. Oh, shit. Okay, sorry, yeah. And it's like, I mean, first of all, you can make anything a fucking portal, but I'll get there. Okay, so this is the deal. It's like, I this came up because it was 420 and it was like 11:30pm on 420 and no, I wasn't smoking weed, even though it was 420 okay, but there's this person that I have been familiar with as a colleague, who's also a therapist, has been a therapist for decades, and is also in the energy and spiritual realm, and she shared a video that she was like, this is fantastic, right? And usually I trust her shit. So I was like, Oh, interesting. So it said something about a 420 portal. And I was like, I've never heard of a fucking 420 portal. Let's see what this is. So I click on the video, and my God, was it a bunch of bullshit. And I was just like, oh my god, I'm so sick of this shit. And this is where I, like, got on my started getting on my soapbox, and I was just like, I'm so done with this. Like, any day of the week, people can say the energy today is aligned this way because, like, their ass hurts, or they have a headache, and so they say that, like, this is a portal, and there's all this energy that needs to be harnessed, and they say all this shit, and everything that was said in the video was all the shit you could say any day. Look for signs, if you see repeating numbers. And I'm just like, Okay, listen, like, if we're talking about something like Lions Gate that goes all the way back to, like, the ancient Egyptians, that has shown that, like, you know, the mile overflows, and it's a very fertile, abundant time and all of this shit. Okay, fine. But I also, and I do understand that there's astrological events and cosmic alignments that absolutely bring in energy that are palpably felt. I also know that sometimes I feel them and sometimes I don't, and that's because every single one of us has different energy and different blueprint. We were born at different times, and so it's going to interact with astrological energy differently. But when people, when people put out there, this is a portal that, I mean, I swear to God, this guy said it 20 times in this video, if you don't harness this on this day, then you're going to stay stuck wherever you are. And I'm just so sick of that shit. I'm like, stop taking the fact that you want an opportunity for marketing, or that you're feeling something as this collective unfolding that's gonna fuck people up if they don't follow it. It makes me insane. And then they come into this is where the over analysis piece comes in. It's like, they get into this space where it's like, you know, they look for all of the evidence as to why this is real, and then they put it in a video. And It just pisses me off, because I'm like, literally anybody could construct a so called portal at any moment in time that they want to. That's great. But like telling everybody, especially people who are new to this path, who don't necessarily have that level of discernment, they're going to be scared, Oh, I better do something with this. Or maybe I didn't do it right, or it just makes me. Can you see how it makes me?!
Jenna 4:37
A little bit yeah, yeah. I mean, anybody can make anything mean anything, especially if, when you're on a, you know, quote, unquote, spiritual path, and you're like, look for the signs. You can find a sign anywhere to fulfill what you're looking for. Yep, it's, it's very much in that realm with what this is, you can tell people, you know, look for the signs, and they'll. Look for a sign and then attribute it to whatever they think they need to be receiving, and then they're not really receiving what's coming to them, whether it's within this quote, unquote portal or not. There they get very narrow minded, and you get stuck in this container space,
Laura 5:16
They do. And I feel like it can become a very easy way to bypass and just be like, Oh, well, I feel that way because of this, because it's Oh, that's why I'm in a mood today. It's because of 420 right? And it's like, well, yeah, sometimes you're going to find that kind of like, one of the things that I recognize is when the Schumann Resonance is going off, which is really the evidence of solar flares, right? That are measured in our universe or in our etheric space, right? When those are spiking, I can feel it. That's just because I noticed that over the course of many years. Right? Is that that is something that, yes, it has an impact on my body, whereas not every Moon impacts me. I know that certain moons will impact me in a certain way, and there's obviously things that we're always learning about this, but I feel like some people will just use it as an excuse to just be like, Oh, okay, well, that's why I feel that way. Yeah, you it could be. It could be part of why you feel that way. It doesn't mean that you're also not still meant to be present with it. It doesn't mean that you're also not meant to be in a space of curiosity with it. Or, you know what I'm saying, like it's almost like just a dismissal. And yeah, sometimes we can do that with our energy, right? It's just passing through whatever. But if it's something that's really sticky, are you just using this as an opportunity to kick the can down the road so that you don't have to sit with shit that you probably need to sit with, or potentially need to sit with, or like, I'm look like you were saying, I'm looking to make a decision. And okay, all of this is aligning today, and I just watched this video, and therefore I need to make the decision. And it's like, okay, sometimes that is the case where we need that little extra nudge. And that just means that it validated something you already knew. Okay, holiday something you already knew. That's fine. But I think inherently, you get to decide. Nobody can decide what portals exist other than you. Your energy is the one that is going to feel a portal. Your energy is going to be the one that is going to feel a shift. And if you have energy that's going on that you've done your energy work, you've done your clearing, you've done whatever it is you do for you, and you're still there, and you're like, okay, is this mine? I don't know how much is mine? Great. You've gone through all those steps. We talked about that in a previous episode, and now you're here with what's what is going on cosmically, I feel like I am being changed right now, and the only way you're really going to have that that solidity of information is if you really have a discerned, solid, clear relationship with with the Spiritual World, with your with your energy and with your soul.
Jenna 7:53
Yeah, I think this really comes down to you're not gonna what you said earlier, that you're not gonna feel every portal or every moon or every any type of event that happens, everyone is different, like you will feel them differently as you are embodied differently. So you're going to receive that in a different way. You're going to express it in a different way. It's making me think of this coach that I had worked with early on, and I remember being like I feel this portal when I'm looking at this one specific spot in the sky. And her response to me was, be careful not to go into it. I'm like, fuck you mean, be careful? Like, if I'm feeling drawn to this, why are you making me feel like it's going to be something that's harmful to you know.. explore?
Laura 8:40
Absolutely, if you can feel that within your body, who's to tell you that's not something you're meant to explore, if your desire is there, if your draw is there, and that's also somebody that is just really operating in fear and and not recognizing that it's all created by the highest creator, which is here for our highest level of unfoldment and embodiment. And so if you're being drawn there, there's a reason. Okay, maybe it will be a shit show, but it's going to be an expansive one. I'm here for it.
Jenna 9:13
Exactly. Yeah, if your soul is drawn to it, it's for you in some capacity, but don't immediately imbue it with fear.
Laura 9:21
And that's really, that's where the PSA comes in here. This episode is just like, you're not missing, like what is meant for you is not going to pass you by, right? You're not missing anything. If you know, you watch that 420 video on 421 and you're like, oh my god, I missed my window. Now I've talked for the next three years, right? It's like, just so you know you're solid, okay? Like, what's meant for you is not going to pass you by. The only thing you can do, instead of being in fear or lack or doubt around it, is to take responsibility for being in relationship with your highest power. That's what's going to guide you. And guess what? Our. Highest power is bigger than any portal that's ever been created. And it's bigger than any of these these days, and these, even Lions Gate, like any of these events that we like, it's bigger than all of it. Just go straight to the source, dude, and you don't have to overanalyze. Is this for me? What does this mean? Does this mean I should do this? Does this mean I shouldn't do that. And you can listen to our previous episode on dissonance and going back and forth between decisions,
Jenna 10:26
because it's really like as you accept your Creator, it's feeling into that in your body next right, and how you receive it. And you can do that with or without a portal. You can do it on any day of the week at any time you want it is a conscious, consistent connection, correct?
Laura 10:49
And it's like, Is my Creator drawing me to create a portal? Awesome? I'll do it. When does my Creator desire for me to close it? Awesome. I'll close it. Can we keep it that simple, and also recognize that, like, you're more powerful than any like noted day that has a certain energy
Jenna 11:09
well, and then also that you can call in any frequency or energy that you want. Like, if I want to feel like it's fucking Valentine's Day, let me just go tap into what that feels like. You know what I mean? Like, if I want to feel like it's Christmas. You can tap into that frequency so easily without it actually being Christmas Day, correct?
Laura 11:28
Because time isn't a thing people, Oh, my God, this is a dynamic episode.
Jenna 11:34
You know what it’s making me think of, your feistiness? It's making me think of that episode on empathy and how you got all pissy during that because of how people would outsource into into empathy as a as a label. So it's a very similar thread.
Laura 11:49
Is this something I need to explore? Jenna, do I need to open a portal for this and sit with it, within it?
Jenna 11:55
I don't know. I don't know if you should be doing that right now.
Laura 11:59
I just think that this is a reminder of our power. Was really what just a reminder of our power and how much power we have access to, and again, at any time, in any place, if you are drawn to it's just like the other day, I was feeling tired, and I had this heavy energy come over me. And my first thought in my head, when we talk about this over analysis and the spiritual path, right, first on my head is, why am I so tired? Like, come on, Laura. Like, you gotta get shit done. Like, what are you doing? And then I was literally just, I'm like, I'm just gonna be present with this for a second. I was like, yeah, it's an energy coming in. I'm being invited to connect. Like I was being invited to connect source. So I had 20 minutes before my next session. I sat down, and I just was in presence with source for 20 minutes. I think that is what we want to realize, is that when we get into this analysis about things, we're missing the fact that it doesn't matter if I didn't sleep the night before because I did this, that or the other, or I need to be getting things done, or I should be drinking more water, or anything. In that moment, in that moment, there's a very clear energy that washed over me, that I'm being invited into presence with, and that, to me is a portal, right? That to me is a portal because it's an invitation from spirit that is strongly communicating, I want to sit with you right now, right? Rather than me deciding I want to sit with spirit, it's Spirit coming in and saying, I want to sit with you. And everybody's sensations for that are going to be different. And I don't, I don't know what day that was, I don't know what time that was. It doesn't matter, because time isn't a thing. When I'm invited, I arrive and that's it. And I think that what can happen is, although these moons and these events, these astrological events and things like that, are beautiful ways to like invite, like they're reminders, right? That's how I see them, like they're reminders. And yeah, we've talked about how sometimes the Archie can pull you blah, blah, blah, but they are reminders to connect. But like, if you're really fucking connected and that relationship is like, we're besties, dude, then you're going to it's just like, if somebody reaches out to me that I love and is like, oh my gosh, Laura, holy shit, you'll never guess what happened. I need to talk to you, and then I'm gonna arrive into conversations. It's like sources bringing something over me, and it's like, Laura, dude, we gotta sit down. And I think that is a much better invitation into a portal,
Jenna 14:32
yeah, than doing it by a specific day or time or event.
Laura 14:37
And I will say, I've probably got, I've probably gotten to that point because I did practice a lot of those things with, you know, honoring the moons. I mean, I still honor the moons, but like honoring the moons and certain spiritual, quote, unquote holidays or days, you know, not, not consistently, every single time, the same one, other than Lion's Gate. But, and so some of that referring back to our last. Last episode, habitual choice that I made to engage in that way has gotten me into a relationship with spirit that is just so it's just such a mutual communication that I know when I'm being communicated with so and that
Jenna 15:16
also then your spirituality isn't habitual, and it's not, yeah, it's not like programmed to where you're following a very specific regimen. It's more you're in flow with source and with yourself, with your soul
Laura 15:29
and with your body. Because I tell you, the biggest fucking portal that you'll experience on this planet is your skin suit. That is your biggest portal, the emotions.
Jenna 15:39
Why do you call it that
Laura 15:40
The sensations, the the quote, unquote illness, disease, the racing thoughts, the racing heart, like that's your invitation. If you're bypassing that because you're sitting with 420 dude who's blowing smoke up your ass, you're missing the point.
Jenna 15:56
What a hot pun. Thank you.
Laura 15:59
All right, friends, thanks for being here. This is I appreciate your presence with all of me. You have a beautiful, beautiful day. It's been real.
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