Welcome to the Akashic musings podcast. My name is Laura Mazzotta and I will be your guide during the sacred experience. I'm an Akashic healer and teacher, and I've also been a therapist for almost 20 years. This podcast is your go to opportunity for all things healing, inspiration and Empowerment. I will be sharing potent wisdom from divine intelligence in the space of the Akashic Records. For more understanding of what the Akashic Records are, I encourage you to listen to episode one, or head over to my website at www.theakashictherapist.com. I'm so grateful to have you here, receiving the powerful energetic shifts that radiate through these messages. Just by listening in you're doing your part to raise the vibration of the planet, and fully realize our natural state of wellness and vitality. Without further ado, here's today's episode.
Hello, hello, and welcome to another episode of the Akashic musings podcast. I love coming on here and chatting with you about all the things because today, I'm going to chat about other stuff that has been just getting under my skin recently. We all have that, right, we have those things that get under our skin, and guess what the things that get under your skin are the things that you get to be an advocate for. So it's like, alright, well, I feel like shit today. Okay, well, if you feel like shit physically, and that's something that happens consistently, then your body's speaking to you. And that's energy that has been condensed after going through layers and layers of the mind, the emotion excetera there's so many different layers of the auric field when we're talking about the energy field that surrounds our bodies. And once it condenses into physical symptoms, it's gone through all those layers already. So when we're feeling that way, it's really an opportunity to say, You know what, I'm not available for this, I'm not available for missing out or not being consciously aware of the energy that's moving through these other layers before it gets to my physical body. So it's funny because what we usually do is we get hard on ourselves, we kick ourselves, what did I do wrong? What can I do differently? How can I tweak things, we think about the how we get into the head, right? Instead, what's more important is to realize that there's passion behind that. There's passion behind our physical symptoms, there's passion behind the shit that gets under our skin. Because that shows that it's something that fires us up. It's striking a chord within us, right? Which means that there's some kind of desire underneath. All right, and then when we can access that we know what we are meant to use our voice for in this world. I am so tired of people apologizing for all the fucking things. I'm sorry for being who I am. I'm sorry for my history. I'm sorry for my past. I'm sorry for saying things in this way, but meaning it a different way. I have consciously, consciously chosen not to apologize for a very long time. Now. Obviously, if there's something that I blatantly do, warrants an apology, I dive right in. I'm the forgiveness queen. But that's one of the things that my mother told me that honestly touched me so deeply. We were pulling those cards, you know, they have those Melissa and Doug's stacks of cards for kids that are for families really, that you can pull a card to their question cards, either at like a sleepover at a family dinner, or barbecue or something like that. And you just pick a bunch of question cards and you pass them around and everybody kind of gets to know each other better, and it's fun, and you get some laughs And so one of the questions was like, what is the person to your left best quality or something? And my mother said,
for me, and it just made me start to cry forgiveness because it's true. Like I am the queen of forgiveness, I will forgive anything, anything. In fact, in the past, that felt like a fault because it was unfortunately I was forgoing some boundaries and erring on the people pleasing side when I would do that. But it's no longer that way. I have my firm boundaries, but I can see the divinity in everyone.
And we want to be able to see the divinity in ourselves. We want to be able to forgive ourselves. And if we're apologizing constantly, we're still sitting in shame for things, right? We're still sitting in shame for who we are. We're still sitting in shame for things that we have experienced in the past. And that means we're living in our past, and we're dragging that into our present. And do we want to feel that way? Do we want to embody shame? Do we want to be that person? No, we don't want to be that person. Right? So stop getting caught up in your old voice in what you think you're expected to do based on your conditioning and what people expect of you. You are who you are for a reason your desires are what they are for, for a reason. The things that agitate you agitate you for a reason. You know, we laugh because it's like, oh, this will piss me off. But then my husband will be totally fine. Or vice versa, right? Because for me, when somebody walks around, apologizing, that fucking chaps my ass, I'm like, No, own your power, own who you are. Take responsibility for your own vibe. Take responsibility for the role you have in your relationships. And know that when you do that, you're not accepting blame for it, what you're doing is you're empowering yourself to say, I'm no longer available for these stories, I'm no longer available for this version of me. I only desire and choose to be the version of myself, that feels like a fucking rock star has intimate relationships, brings in all the abundance feels free, and Joy's pleasure has all the crazy sex, whatever it is you desire, right, you deserve to have all of that. And you're meant for all of that. That's why it's landing on your heart the way it is, right.
And this can happen when we get so caught up in the belief systems of society, the belief systems of people around us and we get distracted. This is why spending time with yourself and meditation and journaling practice and exercise and Chi Gong being in nature, whatever it is, makes you feel the most connected to yourself, can Yes, feel a little scary and bring up the shit. But what it does is it allows you to get to know what's truly yours. Okay, because we can easily get distracted by shiny objects. And for me, one of the best ways for me to do this is to move my body. I did this this morning actually recorded a reel for Instagram that I'm going to be posting later, where I literally, I was listening to music, because music is a big activator. For me, it really allows me to move into that space within me, that makes me really feel into the pleasure of being in my own body feel into the pleasure of just being with myself. And when I do that, I get to move, shift and release any energy that isn't mine so that I have clarity. So they have the ability to remember who I am, and how yummy it feels to be with myself in my own body. And that it's okay for me to say that it's okay for me to want that. Right. And to share it publicly with people because it's okay. And it's more than okay, it's phenomenal. This is how we stretch ourselves. We go outside of our comfort zone, we stop getting into our heads about what am I supposed to do? How am I supposed to act? How am I supposed to talk? Why do we do that because we are trying so hard to force Situations, Relationships and experiences in our lives to be what we want them to be. But nothing good comes out of forcing energy, nothing good comes out of forcing energy. So I really, really encourage you to allow yourself to lean back and say, Alright, if I'm about to say this to this person, instead of saying this to this person, I'm going to lean back and I'm going to move my body, I'm going to turn on a song that makes me feel good. I'm going to turn on a song that lets me release, or that brings things to the surface. I was feeling oh, let's be real kind of a hot mess yesterday, lots of feels all over the place. It was the most powerful full moon of the year. And I was I was in all the fields. So many times I was like I just I have to reach out to my coach, I just I can't believe you don't have Voxer today like I have to reach out and like know that Savior energy. That's that's not powerful, Laura, that's not me being in my full power, because I know how to fucking transmute all the shit, I know how to do it. Right? That doesn't mean that I don't search seek that support when I need it, but not out of a knee jerk impulsive desperation. If I'm going to seek that support, if I'm going to seek that guidance from somebody else and collaborate with them on this. I'm going to do it after I've moved my body. I'm going to do it after I've sat in meditation. I'm going to do it after I've journaled after I've trusted myself to be able to move this energy through my field. And at that point, I'm going to get a very clear message I desire to be held by someone else. I desire to have part of me reflected to myself so that I can grainy gain even deeper clarity. Okay, but I'm not going to do it out of desperation. And that's what I really want you to do.
Going into today is what are those questions? What are those connections? What are those statements are those all have branches you're putting out there out of desperation and which ones are out of a desire, a desire to feel held a desire to feel collaborative, a desire to feel a sense of belonging, because a sense of belonging is a very natural, organic, vital part of our vitality, our wellness, and our harmonized state of being.
But it's the energy behind it, that is much more going to dictate your outcome
than the actual act itself.
So try that on for size. Let me know how you're doing. I always love to hear from you. Take a snapshot of this episode. If you absolutely love listening to this if you got one nugget of wisdom out of it. Share that nugget of wisdom on your Instagram story on your Facebook story. Tag me at emerge healing & wellness. And I'll share it right back and give you all the love Have an awesome day and I'll see you next week for another episode.
Thank you for joining me for this episode of the Akashic musings Podcast. I'm so grateful you're taking the time to integrate healing at the deepest level. If you loved this episode, connect with me on Instagram at emerge healing & wellness or contact me through my website at www.theakashictherapist.com. I'll see you next week on the next episode of the Akashic musings podcast. Bye for now and have a wonderful week.