Welcome to your Self-trust Challenge!
If you've found this page, you are ready to meet all that you are and claim your most convicted, unwavering self. Please read this opening message to set the foundation for what you receive during this process. If you've already set intentions and gotten started, scroll down for all the juicy content!
Before you begin, I encourage you to take a moment to connect with your soul. Receive the feeling you’d like to embody by the end of this experience together. Energy follows intention, so allow the energy to move as you share what you desire from this space. Know it is done once you claim it. The energy will rise to meet you in your decisive conviction.
Carve out space (around 30m) to be in this energy daily. You want accountability to attune to this energy, and the frequency of this connection will ingrain self-trust into your new way of being.
Anything that comes forward as you receive these transmissions, allow it to BE. They may activate you in a way that gets you riled up, mobilizes momentum, soothes you to your core, or calls the mind forward, questioning belief systems you may have held or thought you understood. Use the Telegram group for reflections and support. I honor you for being here and raising your hand to receive whatever your soul desires to place on your heart, and the energy that desires to be moved and shifted within you, at this time.
These transmissions are something you can return to over and over again, and you will receive something different every time you do - you’re always evolving, as energy is always moving, and anchoring self-trust is an ever-unfolding process. As a result, I invite you to not focus on the conscious content coming through but instead the energy and frequency being transmitted (through sensation, relaxation, and just floating). Being in a meditative space will be your best bet, with minimal distractions. However, you can listen to these audios multiple times, so if you’re eager to listen but don’t have a fully present space at the time, come back so you can sink into the rest of your soul.
Allow the energy to deeply infuse you with your soul’s medicine. As you do this, you will receive more out of this experience.
Be fully seen in what comes forward as well. I encourage you to jot down any insights, sensations, or questions that arise as, or after, you listen. Take it a step further by sharing in our Telegram group. This gives your integration a space to live in 3D space, and allows you to witness yourself and your own process. It also invites you to be fully vulnerable in the presence of the divine, to open all of you. There are wide-hearted, intuitive souls in this space with you, offering a breadth of scenarios where self-trust is challenged/invited.
You don’t have to have a deep philosophical response to any of this - just allow yourself to be in reflection, even if you’re jotting down a sensation in the body, a smell, or a random awareness that came to mind.
Integrate this in your own time and at your own pace, but don’t give yourself too much time and space! Sometimes we can give ourselves too much space when our souls are magnetizing us toward our next level of responsibility or action, and we shy away and hide. This is why I welcome you to share insights with a trusted loved one or member of your soul family. Discussing this energy in your relationships with others gives it life and refines it into a more “realistic” possibility. Start with our group chat! You can also use your spiritual tools, like pulling a card, drawing something that feels like medicine after one of these transmissions, busting into singing or chanting, or moving/stretching the body.
If you would like me to hold and reflect with you in this process, or offer a deeper dive/customized support, you are welcome to book a private 1:1 with me, which can also be found in your welcome email. Reach out at [email protected] if you have any tech issues or cannot find your welcome email.
Thank you so much for being part of this experience and receiving these deep soul messages. I’m grateful to be on this journey with you! Let's go!
Infinite blessings & gratitude,
Laura
PRE-WORK:
**What do you have to achieve to be fully satisfied and successful?**
This could be in work, your spiritual growth, personal development, self-image, relationships, health/wellness, mindset, or financial reality.
Write this in your journal (I recommend getting a fresh one for self-trust practices, processes, and devotion) and/or share in the Telegram group!
Stay tuned for the first audio drop happening on 9/4!
WELCOME & DEFINING SELF-TRUST:
Please listen to this welcome message to understand the concept of self-trust and gather all the details about this challenge!
Telegram group chat: https://t.me/+Gz7i1r90zIZiOTgx
Save this link so you can access this page for all the audios in the future: https://www.theakashictherapist.com/self-trust-challenge
Please do not share this page with anyone who has not been part of the program to honor the integrity of this space. If you know someone who would benefit from this experience, you can invite them to join via this link: https://www.theakashictherapist.com/offers/Meg2kjqk
DAY 1:
Meet your Energy with Patience, Compassion, & Grace
This audio begins with a discussion of why being present with your energy is vital as your foundation for expanding self-trust.
Listen to this whole audio from a meditative space — taking a few deep breaths, removing distractions, and settling into a soft stance in your body; you will be naturally ushered from the discussion into the transmission and attunement.
Here are your integration prompts for Day 1 (listen to the audio first before completing):
- Where do you fight the simplicity of purity — by judging or dismissing yourself when things feel complex? You cannot fathom the full simplicity of the divine. It’s only in attunement that we get closer to the purity of our souls. The mind is too complex to fully choose and understand it. Meeting your full energy is where it’s at; hence, this audio.
DAY 2:
Nourish & Immerse
We need to feel relaxed in the body to allow self-trust to sink in fully. Regardless of the experiences we have had, the body is wildly resilient and responsive to change. You can trust it. Can it trust you?
Here are your integration prompts for Day 2 (listen to the audio first before completing):
- Describe the specific sensations of your sweet spot, the harmonious space between the body, energy field, and soul. Take ACTION from this space. Share one action in the group that you will do to nourish your body today (whether that’s food choices, hydration, movement, rest, etc.).
- Why do you desire quiet? Where are you being invited to trust the mind, knowing it will naturally settle on its own as you give it patient space to do so? How quickly do you throw up your hands and say it’s not working? Silence is medicine. Please don’t give up on taking it before you’ve finished the whole prescription.
- What is the one mantra you can use to redirect, take charge, and parent your mind? Share this in the group.
- Where in the body does your soul release the noise? Share this in the group.
DAY 3:
Reclaim your Story
In this audio, we enter a current life regression to attend to areas where we desire to forgive ourselves. I also speak to a reframe on the concept of forgiveness in general.
Please do not choose a time to return to that is too activating for your nervous system, like a previous trauma. The depth of that work is better served in a 1:1 session.
We aren’t erasing anything that’s previously occurred — we are choosing again, so the energy of the experience takes on a different signature (for you and anyone else whose energy desires to shift its impact). This is how we create who we desire to be, now and going forward.
This desire clarifies as you more closely get to know your soul -> your desire is your soul’s invitation to step into and shine as all of you -> choosing this pathway does not modify anything that you are or have been; it returns you to your pure and natural form.
We attend to desire beginning tomorrow! This module will anchor you into safety, momentum, and a more embodied strength before we do so. Enjoy!
Here are your integration prompts for Day 3 (listen to the audio first before completing):
- Write your I AM statement(s), and/or your newly claimed story/identity/truth.
- How do you feel? What’s possible now that this space has opened up?
- What does it feel like to allow and expand excitement within your field?
Share your responses in the Telegram community. Support one another! Know that these messages are integrated into the transmissions being channeled.
DAY 4:
The Cosmic Playground
A lack of self-trust is boring. We are leaning into clarifying our desires today, organizing our litany of ideas, and ingraining our highest timeline. Learn why self-trust lets us have so much more fun and sets us free, wholly fulfilling our soul’s purpose within this life.
This audio invites you to play in a cosmic playground, letting your imagination run wild. Have fun with this. Explore!
Here are your integration prompts for Day 4 (listen to the audio first before completing):
- Imagining yourself in your cosmic playground, make a list of all the ideas that light up your body, mind, heart, and soul.
- Feel into each of these things you’ve listed as you read through them. Order them based on the most illuminating to the ones that feel less complete. Do not prioritize these based on the timing at which you think they will arrive. We are not working within linear time for this exercise. Play with infinite possibilities.
- Circle your top desire. Let it perform for you, its energy moving in whatever direction it desires to flow and come into form. Witness its transformation as your soul arrives and describe what unfolds. Share your top desire and the transformation in the group.
- Finally, claim this as your reality by stating out loud, “I am in awe and profound gratitude that __(insert desired reality here, as if it is already done)__ has become my new normal. What bliss! This is who I am now, a person who…” Share this in the group!
Thank you for playing in the cosmos!
Happy Full Moon total eclipse in Pisces! We have a winner for the Akashic Healing session! Let's all head over to the Telegram group to celebrate Tiffany Coles! Thank you to all who participated! Some inside info for you — another Akashic Healing session will be given away on my live YouTube readings 9/21!
Please note: The audios for Monday and Tuesday will be dropped later in the day, closer to the evening. This gives you some space to catch up and revisit any modules you'd like to integrate further.
DAY 5:
Quantum Creation
When we envision desire, we can restrict its energy — it is an expansive, free-flowing frequency that actually wants to deliver more than what we can imagine. Let's open the flow!
Desire is an invitation from our soul; it does not belong to us. In this audio, we release its edges and give it space to become all it desires to be. As it returns to us, we get to create with it together! We get to witness the infinite possibilities that are available to us.
When you take your hands off the 3D wheel, focusing on and creating with your desire, as a spiritual relationship you're in eager exchange with, the game changes. You're not just playing on the infinite playground; you're constructing reality with it.
This is a great audio to return to when you feel excitement, elation, or the giddy actualization of a big desire, and you want to "ground" yourself. It's also a good one when you're afraid of feeling into or expanding desire, or fixating/obsessing about a desire coming into form.
Know this: you are actually mastering desire by entering into this creative space, letting go, and welcoming more (rather than forcing or trying to control its actualization).
Here are your integration prompts for Day 5 (listen to the audio first before completing):
- Recite out loud (while holding the energy from the end of this audio in your body): "Whatever comes of this is of deep service. I receive what my desire can become. I welcome infinite, expansive possibilities that blow my mind. This creation is in motion. My desire is already unfolding. My desire is coming into form as I speak. My desire is going to surprise me. The form this takes is going to light up my life. I cannot believe I have received a blessing of this magnitude, and that my desire was so much larger than I could have ever intended. Thank you, thank you, thank you."
- Record yourself saying this or write it down and listen to/read it 7 times before bed each night, as you hold the vision and energy of your desire within you.
- When you wake up in the morning, read/recite your I AM statement from Day 4.
Share any takeaways in the group! How did this one feel?
A nice little addition to Day 5 (channeled message):
You are your most precious creation, above any relationship, achievement, desire, or amount of money.
It’s not about to where you can get or how much you can hold. It’s about holding all of YOU, with the gentlest presence and compassion, so you can feel the subtle nuances and palpable magnetism of your soul.
It’s from here that you move effortlessly, and from a space of devoted service, nourishing you and those around you.
DAY 6:
Lock your desire in
Today, we lock desire into the body to ensure your top desire’s energy sticks. We move from pausing/waiting energy into more fluid momentum. Before listening to this audio, leave a little space around you and be prepared to get up and move in the middle of the module.
We will be doing some tapping, breathing exercises, and stretching, as well as writing your integration prompts at the end.
I share some examples of the last prompt for the final 10 minutes or so. You’re welcome to stop the module before I share these if you’re ready to rock and finish your writing.
Enjoy this module of allowing desire to move you into motion! Note: just before the 15:30 mark, I prompt you for one final breath in our stretching, but don’t tell you we are tapping again in the next 5-10 seconds. It’s a natural return, but just in case you are confused, you will go back to tapping here.
Here are your integration prompts for Day 6 (listen to the audio first before completing):
- Write down what your day would look like if you continued to follow this energy — you have nothing else to do but let this energy magnetize you, and you’re following it with a curious, eager smile on your face. Where will it take you next?
- AS you are doing this, what are you thinking? What core values anchor you into full trust of this energy’s guidance? (What do you stand for/stand on that allows you to resist hesitation in following it, and know you’re going to follow it no matter what?) What are you feeling, in bodily sensation and emotionally?
- What is your WHY? Why do you want this desire? What does it offer you? What does its actualization help you do/become? What does it offer others? Share your WHY in the group.
This WHY is what you will continue to return to, so make sure it’s in a place that is easily accessible when your doubt, anxiety, or hesitation come in (and you know you are on fire and excited, moving into that next step that your soul is beckoning you).
DAY 7:
Still the Wobble
Today, we start feeling into what it’s like to share what spontaneously arrives on your heart with others. You are led by the sensation of you combined with the sensation of your desire (which are truly one and the same 😉).
This module helps you practice bringing this energetic work you’ve been doing into your day-to-day life, exchanging with others in different environments. You may need to repeat this one until you feel solid, and/or apply it to several relationships or communities in your life. You’re building a muscle internally here.
It is vital to feel into this experience as you prepare to show up as a stronger, clearer version of you in the 3D world.
Here are your integration prompts for Day 7 (listen to the audio first before completing):
- Who did you speak to, and what did their energy feel like? What did your energy feel like in their presence?
- What did you openly share? Did you desire to share more but held back? Do you desire to share different aspects of yourself next time?
- What comes up for you when you receive feedback of any kind? Share this in the group.
- Remember where in the body your soul releases the noise, and let this part of you speak:
- How has your desire grown in this experience? Share this in the group.
**How did your first week go? Email me at [email protected] to let me know!**
Here is your Day 7 Card Reading Celebration! Right along with our recent modules on desire, this card spread confirms what Spirit has been showing us to anchor self-trust: Commit to the unknown. Become comfortable with the unknown. Let your passion lead the way and show you more of yourself so you can feel the abundance, happiness, and love that you are!
DAY 8:
A Sacred Pause
The energy of the group is inviting a pause. Spirit is inviting a pause. This is an excellent reflection of how we operate when we are led by self-trust. We follow energy first, above agenda and practicality.
It's playtime! Love on yourself. Give yourself a date. Exhale. Feel into your deliciousness. If you want some guidance on silent meditation, referenced in the audio, check out my Just Be series on YouTube.
We have been moving a ton of energy in this space during a short period of time. This pause honors your human integration, remembers the purity of your essence (a necessary touch point with all you’ve identified and felt momentum toward so far), so you can open space for more clarity, efficiency, and sustained change.
Your only integration request for Day 8 is to share what you did to take yourself on a date. You can share as little or as much as you want, around the sensation of deliciousness, revering yourself, or taking a sacred pause. I can’t wait to witness how you choose to honor YOU!
Bonus Audio:
The Self-trust Formula
Are you supposed to be relaxed, or are you supposed to be leaning into your passion?
There will never be an end to the amount of love and ease that your nervous system desires to receive.
There will never be an end to the amount of passion and fire that your soul desires to express through you.
Luckily, we are following this 21-day, repeatable formula for anchoring both in such an unwavering and grounded way that both will squeal with delight. Self-trust challenge VIBESSSSS😌🔥💪🏻
There is only moving forward. Everything, even the pause, is your soul’s progression. Where are you in this oscillation between soft and bold? Where are you in the dance of movement and ease?
DAY 9:
Decide Who You Are
Today, we step into a more decisive space. Being convicted starts with a decision. When you enter this energy, you are more present and you assume the stance of readiness.
This module squashes waiting energy and shifts you from external validation to internal validation. When you trust yourself, you don’t need anything outside of you to confirm who you are: you’ve already decided.
It’s ok to desire recognition and accolades; you’re not meant to rely on them or use them as a crutch because you’re afraid to express your truth unfiltered. That’s not convicted, self-trusting energy.
In this audio, you will decide that your unique, novel pathway is one for the ages, and that you trust the intention of your purity and the purity of your intention.
Here are your integration prompts for Day 9 (listen to the audio first before completing):
- Complete the ‘Meet Your Core Self’ journaling packet and share any insights in the group.
- Where does your inner child feel neglected by you, aka where is it calling for more love, attention, and belonging in a relationship with you?
- What does it feel like to be amazing, to feel like your gusto around whatever you feel is important, fun, and helpful to the world is magnetically received? People are obsessed with you. Your light is pulsing, and everyone can feel it. Share your insights in the group.
- Jot down the societal, ancestral, and/or cultural stories that arrive as you’re listening to this module. Then, burn them or rip them up, deciding they are not yours, they are no longer, and you are standing and moving forward in this new version of yourself. Share what you’re releasing in the group!
DAY 10:
Command Your Reality (Conviction)
Take your decision energy from Day 9 and anchor it into conviction. This module tunes you into self-discipline, so your mind, body, energy, and the universe know you are devoted to making this a reality; you are claiming it.
This is where you start to feel the zestiness of your divine desire coming into embodiment for you. Using affirmations, timeline healing via the Emotion Code, looping, and snacks with Source (lol), this module could have easily been broken into 3.
Take your time going through it. Pause to integrate each layer if you’d like. Conviction energy is big and bold; we’ll see where Spirit lands us tomorrow after the fire of this one coming in.
You’ll know you’ve mastered conviction when doubts are fleeting, you are actually commanding the reality you know is inevitable for you, you know an even greater reality is opening, and you hold a sacred vow to occupy this frequency as much as you intend.
Here are your integration prompts for Day 10 (listen to the audio first before completing):
- Feel into the sensation of conviction (meaning 'it is already done') as you call forward your top desire (which likely feels heart-opening, fiery, delicious, exciting, invigorating, and like a gateway or portal). Write affirmations, either as a play on your I AM statement from earlier in the program, or as they naturally arise when you’re in this energy. What’s being spoken through you? Look at what’s energetically present, not just what you generate with your mind and body. For instance, is there a song that keeps showing up in your field (look at the lyrics or feel into the vibe it’s bringing forward)? I recommend one or a cluster of affirmations that center around the same theme (your top desire or the embodiment that matches that desire). Share your affirmation in the group.
- Feel into an arising vision of 1) your top desire or 2) the energy from the day’s affirmations. Place this vision on a movie screen in front of you and loop it. Watch it over and over again as you fall asleep.
- Bring the energy of your top desire/embodiment into inevitability. You get to claim what you know is arriving; what is inevitable for you? Command it in conversational space with Spirit. Share what's inevitable and how this went with Source😉 in the group.
Here is the Tapping for Letting Go and Trusting the Universe (mentioned in the audio): https://youtu.be/cltZV8KIHQc?si=0JPL7fO7U6mtJVk8
My threads account for affirmations: https://www.threads.com/@emergehealingandwellness?igshid=NTc4MTIwNjQ2YQ==
Additionally, responses to a member of this challenge (on threads) who was referencing the concept of 'embodying it to become it rather than faking it 'til you make it':
We miss opportunities all the time by putting on masks to appear confident, together, & like we’re moving forward as we’re “supposed to”.
What if we’re meant to be US? ALL of us? To be in the most authentic exchange with others -> receiving the most delicious and fulfilling connections.
The flavor that your soul’s signature brings through you contributes to the rainbow of fruit flavors on the planet 😂, without which things would be boring, dull, & a lot less spicy🌶️.
So let’s spice things up!
Also, also, ALSO —
When you’re hiding behind a mask, no matter how transparent, YOU can’t see as clearly. You’re less receptive because there’s a barrier, a filtration system.
You aren’t receiving the purity and plethora of opportunities the universe is dying to bust through the gate! 💫EXPAND YOUR ACCESS TO ALL THAT IS.💫
You have infinite blessings awaiting you! CLAIM THEM BY SHOWING YOUR FACE!
DAY 11:
Witness Your Divinity & Rest (a channeling from the Ascended Masters)
Today, we give Day 10 space to settle into the body and attune us to the activation we received. We want the body to open more deeply to divine energy, receiving remaining fractals that desire to land.
Attuning to the energy of conviction is big and bold. It can sometimes feel overwhelming — it doesn’t need to be jarring. Expansion gets to feel natural, delicious, and light.
In this audio, we extend this activation through the body and meet it in real time. We bring it into space with the ascended masters and welcome nourishment and an invitation into service (as a way to distribute and circulate activated energy).
Once you begin to decide and claim, you also need to intentionally RECEIVE. That’s what we are doing here. Witness your GLOW.
Your integration invitation for Day 11 (listen to the audio first before completing):
If, after presence in your life and intentional softening within your heart, you desire to share something from this module in the group, do so. If you desire to remain within your own essence until module 12, do so. Let yourself be moved as you’re called, into yourself or into community.
Return to this after times of activation.
DAY 12:
Giving & Receiving
Giving and receiving are a natural exchange when you’re in a close relationship with the divine. You’re always giving, just by being. Your personality and core energy is infectious and impactful.
Receiving opens up space to actually welcome in what you say you desire, even if you shake a bit as you expand (like a muscle shaking on your last rep of lifting weights). You get to be in overflow, so you can give even more.
We can be grateful for what we have and also know more is always arriving from the universe. Do you trust that you’re already grateful?
I referred to a book in this audio, The Big Leap, by Gay Hendricks. This book describes the upper limit problem that can arise when we are expanding bigger, and the mind and body have a tantrum because they’re afraid to go there. Signs of the upper limit problem (mentioned in this module) are clear invitations into deeper receiving.
Two common upper limit problems that are awesome reasons to return to this module are fatigue and guilt.
Here are your integration prompts for Day 12 (listen to the audio first before completing):
~ Where are you over-giving? To others and/or yourself? To the divine?
~ Which stage of receiving do you see yourself in?
~ Stages of receiving:
- I like receiving. It’s nice and it feels good.
- I am deeply receiving; thank you! I’m immersing in gratitude and feeling it in my bones. I feel my love expanding from this.
- I am intentionally opening myself to receive, welcoming more into my field as it desires to arrive.
- I am directly asking to receive, as specifically as I can currently identify.
~ Once you identify where you are, imagine yourself in the next level, or extending further into the one you’re in. Breathe into any areas that desire to expand into this next edge. What can you do within the next 24 hours to extend further into receiving? Share this in the group.
DAY 13:
Refining Desire
Coming back to your top desire, how does it feel after we have taken space to return to ourselves, attuned to this energy of decision and conviction, and harmonized giving and receiving? Does it feel stronger? Does it desire more space to clarify?
If you'd like help returning to your top desire, head back to days 5 and/or 6, or take a moment to reconnect with your 'I AM' statement. Adjust the statement if you'd like, or feel into the sensation of desire created in the quantum and planted in your womb space. This has already been locked in; your body holds the memory. Calling it forward will get easier and easier.
Once your desire comes forward, let it be FULL. Lead with faith and trust, rather than fear about what could happen. Stretch your edges; you're stronger than you think —
“You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think.” Carter Crocker, Pooh’s Grand Adventure
In this audio, witness your ripple effect when you decide to show up fully and open space for any stickiness to clear, so you can move forward unshakably. Let's dial this desire into your story as if it's already you, because it is!
Here are your integration prompts for Day 13 (listen to the audio first before completing):
- Where are you still coddling the nervous system to think you need to take small steps to get to where you’re being pulled? Share this in the group.
- I absolutely refuse to have ________________because I have a deep fear that...Share where you ended up in the group. I did this a few years ago, around my physical health, and the ultimate aha moment was that I was looking to "finally recognize that my family of origin gives a shit about me". Whew, did that recognition snap my ass out of illness! My subconscious was still invested in receiving something (within illness) I needed to see, so I was motivated to choose to shift.
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Write your desire over and over again until it feels like you’re writing a story that has already unfolded, your ultimate success story, and the story of how you came to shine and live the life of your wildest dreams. Imagine you are writing this in a letter to your closest loved one. In fact, write it to your closest loved one!
Also, if any of you don’t have my meditation bundle yet (complimentary when you join my email list), here it is! It’s a great compliment to what we are doing here.
DAY 14:
MOVE & Celebrate the Inevitability of Your Desire
Celebrate who you are, who you’ve become, and the inevitable unfolding of your desire into form! Woo hoo! The time is here for this desire to mooooooove into the 3D space.
This identity you’ve claimed is your new normal. Show it off! “I honor what’s expanding in me by sharing it with you.”
As you share, remain in presence with yourself and the sensations that arise; you get to claim yourself even in conversation with another. Give yourself space to acclimate to the incredible creation you’re bringing forward!
Regardless of another’s response, respond (internally or externally) genuinely with, Thank you. I receive this. I appreciate you. Because everything is evidence of momentum toward your mission. This person has offered space for you to bring your desire forward and ignite momentum. Anything that arrives in return, you turn to GOLD because your focus and your vibes are locked.
Here are your integration prompts for Day 14 (listen to the audio first before completing):
- Share your top desire with someone you love. Let it be a celebration! Share who you shared with in the group.
- Jot down the sensations arising in your body as you share. Listen to yourself. Take a moment to honor yourself. Recite internally, Thank you. I receive this. I appreciate you. And get curious about what’s going on with you, answering these questions (share any takeaways in the group):
- What is this showing me?
- Where is my soul inviting me right now?
- How can this be easier?
- Where am I complicating this?
- Make a top desire playlist to keep you moving and remind you who you are!
- Can you express your needs in this (or other) relationship(s)? Please share this in the group so we can troubleshoot and discuss this further!
DAY 15:
Consistent Movement is Your New Reality
Today, we clear the energy of coming into space with others (after our share) and remind our subconscious minds that momentum will never be lost from here on out. The energy of our desire is locked in, and we are moving forward — your claimed reality IS the official way now.
The mind will offer much less resistance as you receive and sink into this audio. This hypnosis instantly inserts your new reality into your subconscious mind. It instantly secures trust in the divine. The more you repeat it, the stronger you feel this on a conscious level.
The subconscious doesn’t want a lot of chatter about your fears; it responds to commands and a claiming of what is. That’s what we are doing here, at the same time we are telling it how safe it is to relax and open space as we live this reality. It doesn’t have to feel rushed; it is trusting that momentum unfolds no matter what we are doing or how we are feeling.
This is a very important one. The energy in this alone is piercing, cutting through any sticky energy or subconscious patterns that haven’t yet entered your conscious awareness.
Here are your integration prompts for Day 15 (listen to the audio first before completing):
- Free write on this prompt after listening to this module (anything that arises, without attachment to complete sentences, grammar, or making any sense): The divine is obsessed with my creation. The divine is obsessed with who I am and all I’m opening to be and deliver. Share your takeaways in the group.
- Write a whole page of this mantra, over and over again: I move because I’m compelled. I move when I’m compelled. I am confident in the natural magnetic draw. It is my compass and guiding light.
- Recite this mantra (even one part of it) throughout the day as you are cued to return to your truth.
DAY 16:
Break Through the Glass Ceiling (an activation)
Thank you in advance for receiving the fire moving through me in this one! Whew, baby! This is your initiation into the full embodiment of your soul; you are ready for its execution in the 3D world. In this module, we stretch our edges, create space to say whatever Spirit offers you in the moment (without hesitation), refuse to live anything other than fully full, and BREAK OPEN.
You are here to defy convention and blow the doors off of what's possible, for you and for those around you. God's message is more important than your fears. God's truth trumps fear; it is the real and only truth.
I have chills. The energy of this step has shaken me awake. I'm obsessed with this energy. This is the official anchoring of that "no going back" frequency. LFG!
*Human Design chart - Head to jovianarchive.com or mybodygraph.com to grab yours. Bring your birth date, time, and location!
Here are your integration prompts for Day 16 (listen to the audio first before completing):
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Mantra to write/record: Even in high emotion, I’m always in a grounded place. I see from a higher perspective, and I know these feelings are sourced from a higher place.
- Describe your FULLEST life.
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Where can you get really brave today, and extend outside of the circle you already know and love? Share in the group what you do!
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Where can you discern and sharpen the circle you’ve already grown to know and love, to refine it so it matches the highest form of yourself? When you move on your desired life, and make your top priority what's compelling you, your inner circle becomes the richest, lightest, most expansive community that grows with and celebrates you every step of the way. Share anything in the group that comes forward when you sit with this.
DAY 17:
Alchemizing Pressure into Trusting, Curious Discernment
This module feels like alchemy — an alchemical conversation; you will feel the shift in energy from the beginning to the end. Alchemy means the transformation of something from one state into another form. For instance, shifting pain to pleasure or shifting fear into momentum. When you have a physical or emotional symptom arising, or you are feeling pressure or extra activity in the mind, this is a good module to return to and just receive the frequency.
In this audio, you zoom out to see that what’s going on within this world is clearly orchestrated energy. This relieves the pressure we might feel from taking on such a big soul assignment and having to execute x, y, and z to “make sure” we get our “task” done. There is no forcing, trying, or agenda-driven energy that’s going to get us where we are meant to go.
Remember, you’re breaking out of what you’ve always known to pave this pathway differently. Leave room for your accustomed safe space/identity to release from your field; you’ve broken open into something new. This applies to others as well — give them their space to make their own choices and go their own way. There's a huge opening and lightened energy within your relationships in this module. Receive others from a more detached space, and you will witness more intimacy than you thought was possible.
Here are your integration prompts for Day 17 (listen to the audio first before completing):
- Where are you disempowering others and their guided choices based on how you view them (as a victim, “poor thing”, a narcissist, an asshole, etc.)? You don't have to apply this to all relationships in your life right away; some may be easier to do this with than others. Start with the easier ones first. Our subconscious minds can grip tightly to seeing people in a certain light because it justifies us. We may need to hold onto those perceptions until we feel safe enough to shift them.
- Where can you shift from skepticism to curious discernment, to lighten your energy and space between you and others?
- What gifts is Source currently delivering in your life? What's meant for now? What’s meant for later? What's meant to re-gift😂? Share these in the group, in their respective categories.
